I have this mixed emotions today.
First off, I'm very happy that my fiance visited me here in Cebu. He arrived in Cebu around 11pm last Friday and arrived home around 12mn. Saturday, we watched Harry Potter, and bought a new pair of eyeglasses for me. It was so costly and actually regret why I agreed to buy that. Nonetheless, I'm happy. He said, it's OK, by the way.
Anyway, the next day, we went to TimeZone to play. Then we got home, and sleep. Hehehe.
Then monday, his flight was 5pm. I was so sad because he's leaving again. And so we cherished every moment we have yesterday (that's why I was absent from work).
This morning, I woke up gloomy. But at least I feel happiness inside me, at least we were together for the weekend. I glad with that alone. I can still see a smile on my face whenever I remember the weekend. *sigh
For the second part of this blog, I already submitted my resignation letter to my manager, put our BU manager, HR Managers, Team Manager, TL, and Mentor on copy. My TL talked to me right after I emailed my first notice to him. I was forcing myself not to cry but I can't help it. It really hurts my feelings to leave the company, eventhough I'm not satisfied with my job. After talking to my TL, I e-mailed my formal resignation letter.
So here, I'm really, really sad. Part is because I'm here all alone again, and part is because I will be leaving this company soon. But mixed with sadness, I am happy. Part is by thinking about my weekend escapade, and part is by thinking I'm gonna be home soon, to my son.
Well, wish me luck!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Mixed Emotions
Labels: Reflection
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