Thursday, November 29, 2007

Disappointing

It's really disappointing when something that should enlighten your feeling will suddenly be pud to nothing because of one silly factor: misunderstanding!

Do you know the feeling? You've done something, you're really excited about it, then because of that stupid misunderstanding, BECAUSE of miscommunication, everything is ruined. Everything is well-planned, everything else is ready except for one tiny bit of part, which is, ironically, one of the most integral part. Just one text, all needed for that part. Just one text to make everything close to successful. But missed out. Can someone understand me?

Well, there, it's been missed out. And because of missing it, you'll have to re-do everything. Change some parts, omit some parts, EXCLUDE some parts. The big picture is still there, but not the way you wanted it to be. Then you'll just say to yourself, to at least make yourself satisfied and comfort yourself (since no one else can do that), "Ngano man gud diay wala na, madayon lang bitaw gihapon." (it doesn't matter if it's not there, the event will still continue)

Then you'll continue with your life. But your feeling won't be lifted anymore. Not until after THAT happens.

*sigh
This is gonna be some wedding to remember.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Monday, November 26, 2007

Accountability

This is such a very big word. As we join a company for work, this is really a must, and has a very heavy responsibility. But how will one develop accountability?

It's really a big question for me, and I don't really understand how. People might say, it's developed from home. Nah! I totally disagree. I grew up with a father who doesn't even "know" the word - understand the word.

School? Maybe. But I also doubt that. Since the day that I started studying, I saw my teachers being bribed by parents just to include their kids in the honor's list. Or I have seen advisers who couldn't admit that what they taught was wrong. Now where's accountability?

Government? Hmmm...On the second thought, should I even include this in the choices?

Environment? Likewise, I've been isolated my entire life, and I feel being left out, too. So I don't think this is an option.

But where does ACCOUNTABILITY really lies? *sigh
Tough question, huh?

Monday, November 5, 2007