Comfort Zone

I really feel down today.

My friend's mother died yesterday morning. She had a nervous breakdown I think last Saturday, and was comatosed Monday. And yesterday morning, my friend texted me that the doctor finally pronounced her mother's death.

I feel so useless. She's one of my closest friends (one of my few true friends, in fact) but I can't even be there to comfort her. I wanted to go home, be there for here, but I can't.

Tomorrow's the burial, but I can't go there. All I can do right now, given that I am far from my friends, is to pray, that she will be OK despite of what happend.

After what happened, I realize, it's a good thing I'm going home for good. I won't be far from my friends anymore. And most especially, I can be there on their side to help there. I've only got a few good and true friends, and I want to treasure that friendship.