Movie again....Surprise...

I am actually doing nothing again. I was browsing thru our Test Director a while ago, but now, BUM!

From my last post, I shared that I wanted to watch Pirates of the Carribean, but he didn't allow me. I felt so down because I planned it for days, but I was disappointed. Monday night, I asked for his permission again (so that I could watch yesterday), and he said no, but later said, OK. I was happy that he did say yes, but that happiness was actually gone because from his tone, I know (I believe), he wouldn't want me to go.

He was like: "Tan-aw na gani Pirates, para sa aku-a...(Go ahead and watch Pirates, for me)", but I just know that he'll make me feel sorry for watching it alone. He always does that, making me feel guilty.

So there, as I said in my previous post, I didn't watch the movie, I went to the office, and do nothing. I was frustrated, but I can't do anything.

This morning, he was telling me again to watch, but it's too late (maybe not). He was asking for forgiveness, that I can watch the movie. OK, let's see. So at noon, I decided, OK, I'll watch tomorrow. I'll take a day off, rest in the morning (just as I planned for yesterday, supposedly), and watch the movie in the afternoon.

Anyway, my fiancee told me this morning that he had a hunch, I'll receive a mail. I don't want to put some hopes and be disappointed again so I told him not to tell me about his hunch. Of course, I didn't believe him (again...*sigh). But at noon, when I got back from lunch, the front desk called, and said I have some flowers. I was shocked, and I couldn't believe the operator as well. I inquired, "Sure??? Mamugay???" He said yes, and from my husband...hehehe

It's really a surprise 'coz I can't think any reason why he would send me some flowers. I also thought, "What's the date today?" It's June 13 and from what I remembered, there's no occassion. I was actually cursing, and asked him what about those flowers.

In the note, he was apologizing, wanting me to watch. Well, the flowers didn't really help, since I already forgave him before the roses came in. But I must admit, it was kinda cute. He really sent some flowers for my apology. ^_^ Well, that's sweet.

*sigh
At least now, I'm happy that I can watch. He's happy that everything's fine between us, now. And most of all, I'm really happy because there's no fight today, we didn't fight. ^_^

I really miss him.