Good news...Bad news...

Hi! I'm back! But not for long.

I'm just here in the office to check my emails. Two months will be that long so I have to check from time-to-time so as not to fill my inbox. I have to be updated. Hehehe.

Anyway, just a week has passed and I already have 79 messages in my inbox, mostly spam from my officemates. I'm gonna need a lot of time reading these. But I'll start today by posting in this blog. Hehe.

With regards to my pregnancy, I'm actually expecting to deliver starting yesterday. My OB suggested to expect early since when I got my ultrasound, EDC is already April 11, and it has a more or less two weeks error. But I'm hoping it won't come until the first week of April. I'm excited!

However, I got two worries. First, where are we suppose to get the financial support for my delivery? I wanted it to be cheap, so I want to deliver having a midwife attend to it. I'm also comfortable with them (never been admitted in a hospital before - not once). But I guess it can't be helped.

Second, my sister told me that they would really come here in holy week, my mom is also coming. They want me to be there! How am I suppose to hide from them. I am thinking....hmmm. Well, I'll just think of something.

Anyway, despite these worries, there were two good news that we received. First: my baby is fine and hopefully healthy. He's +/- 6 lbs. heavy and the doctor said it was normal. I'm quite happy for that. Second good news: my partner, the father of this baby, got hired in HP (Hewlett-Packard) - Ortigas. Pay's quite higher compared here, and he'll be passing his resignation letter here soon. He's hoping to start on May. The only issue - he's leaving us. Along with this happiness, I was crying three nights in a row. It's not that he's leaving us for good, but he's leaving us for our own sake. He wanted to be with the child, but we can't help it, he needs to be our provider, together with me. And if he's stuck here, he can't provide enough for the three of us. We have to work separately. Oh well. I'll just think that our situation is just like my brother's. He's working in Bahrain to support his family. =)

I guess that would be all for now. I'm fine and I don't want to cry anymore. I'm happy, were going to have a child of our own and I hope my family will accept this kind of arrangements. Besides, we're already a family, in the absence of marriage. I'm contented with the fact that we are responsible enough to not abandon our son. =)

That would be all for now. 'Til next time!