Furious? Keep quiet!

Hi There Again!

I guess I will be writing this to fill up what happened since my last post. I got so tired to make an entry within those days. Anyway, here we go.

Friday, March 2
After work, my partner and I went to Ayala. I met up with this agent (as I have mentioned in my previous post) for applying an HSBC Red Mastercard. After that, we went to SM. My partner said he's going to buy something. I asked him what and he just said he wanted to buy a control pad (the joystick one, for racing). I said ok, but man! I was thinking, where'd he get the money???

Anyway, I didn't told him but I was already furious with that idea. So I was quiet. But before buying, I got hungry so we ate first in Chowking. I ordered the usual thing, but because that time was very busy, it took time for our order to be delivered at our table. Anyway, I waited patiently. I asked three waiters for a "kalamansi", but none of them responded. Our orders were in, but still no "kalamansi". I didn't talk, I didn't ate either. I waited until I was shaking, raging with fury. I wanted to cry, to shout, but I don't want to talk to anybody. I can't even talk or eat or just open my mouth. He noticed it so he stood up and ask for a "kalamansi" at counter himself. By then, it got me to calm down.

After we ate, I told him to go ahead since I wanted to pee first. I told him I'll just follow him there. After I peed, I went up and sit at one of the benches there, near Thirsty!. He then approached me and handed me what he bought, then he left again, he said he still hadn't bought the joystick. So I wondered, what did he hand me over? After he left, I checked the bag. There it is! TOCA! Worth PhP 1,995! I was really furious. I mean, I know he'll gonna buy that, but I didn't expect it to be now! How could he buy that much when I'm here worrying where to get money for my delivery. I can't even buy myself something useful, and he's there buying himself those things. I mean, I'm spending all my money in preparation for the coming baby (and he's not even spending that much), the baby's clothing, blankets, my checkups, my vitamins. Yes, he shares, but not that much. Yes, he pays the things we buy, but I will be paying them back. Which means, I owe them all to him. I wanted to cry, but I told him I'm crying anymore. So I guess, I'll just keep quite.

Oh, he also bought the joystick, worth PhP 995. Now I wonder, would he really support our baby???

Saturday, March 3
Nothing much happened. I was still down so I didn't talk much. We were suppose to watch the play "Taong Grasa" at the CAP Auditorium, but I told him I'm not going anymore. Good thing we haven't bought the tickets yet. I was not in the mood and was still thinking about how much he spent the day before. I told him I have no money to buy for the tickets, even though I know for myself that I saved something for that. Anyway, he went out to play basketball with our officemates, I was left at home, reading "Death Note"

Sunday, March 4
We were suppose to go to church, but we both woke up late. I was still furious but I was not showing it to him. I was still down, but was still talking to him so he wouldn't notice.

Nyway, we bought some stuff for the baby: pillows and comforters, mosquito net, hooded blankets, toiletries, etc. He paid it through his credit card, but I will be the one paying it. We went home after that, and I was supposed to be happy since the baby's things are almost complete. I already packed the baby's things after they dried up (I washed them last Saturday, March 3). I grouped and put them in plastic containers, then label them so that he will know which is which. He's a first-time Dad and we have no idea if his mother will be around for my delivery (not that I'm not a first-time Mom, but at least I've witnessed three delivers, my Mom's, my Sister's, and my Sister-in-law's). So I can't take any chances. He doesn't know anything yet, especially when caring a newly born infant.

Nyway, I was still angry, and quiet. So after PBB Season 2, at 10:30 pm, I already slept.


Now, I'm going back to work. Hehehe...