Crying...letting go of a burden!

Right after I published my last post, he emailed me, saying a lot of things I don't really understand, accusing me that I am mad at him. But I'm not! I'm just worried.

Well, that's what he thinks. I cried just this afternoon, although I promised him I won't cry anymore. What can I do? He accused me of something. That's a big burden in my heart, specially to my baby. So I cried - a lot! Now I'm feeling better, but my abdomen really hurts. And my baby keeps on kicking. (*sigh) What a bother!

Now I haven't eaten my snacks yet. I haven't returned to my cube. I'm in the lab right now, trying to busy myself, and forget my frustrations. I'm actually hungry, but don't want to eat. I'm not in the mood.