There are a lot of things that I want to talk about in this post, so I can't decide my title for this. Since one common thing of them all is that everything takes place during this month, then I entitled this post "September". Silly reason, isn't it? He he he
Anyway, it's pretty lonely this time. My husband left for Japan last Sunday, August 31, for a business trip. He'll be there for two straight weeks. Which means, I won't be able to hear his voice during these two weeks of September. We can still communicate, though, through SMS, but that's just it, no voice. huhuhu. After two nights of being there, I miss him even more. It's quite weird since there's no big difference about it, we're not together, anyway. I don't know, I just miss him.
Second thing, since yesterday, I'm just counting my last days here in the company (countdown begins!!!). My last reporting day will be September 12, and I will be officially out starting September 15. I'll be returning that day, though, because I still have to get my salary for the first half of the month. Then I'm gonna take care of my clearance. I just hope there won't be any problem, since traveling from Kidapawan to Davao and back is really tiresome, and is not good for me and the baby (not good for my money, too. hehehe).
And come to think of it, I'm the last remaining pioneering employee of this company, who started out in Brokenshire College. All of them already left, and if it wasn't because I'm pregnant and trying to hold on, I might have left this company earlier too. But right now, I just can't take it anymore. People were saying, why leave now? Why not enjoy the benefits of being an employee first, before leaving? They were referring to the Maternity benefit's I'll get if I'm still part of the company. But no, I'm really stressed right now. Aside from the fact that I really want to go home, I just can't handle these people anymore. For what reasons, it won't be appropriate if I will start pointing those out. For all I know, the former employees of this company, who left before me, know very well those reasons.
So after my last day, what now? I don't actually know. I haven't accepted my boss's offer yet to work for him as a freelancer. When I say boss, I don't mean the one owning this company. I will never work for him again. Why I say boss? Because I know the real deal. Anyway, I haven't accepted it yet, so maybe I'll be a fulltime Mom, right now. Well, I can always help with my father's business through my own ways (they are feeding me anyway...he he he), so I may still be online from time to time. Plus, my sister's teachers are also demanding, want them to research through the internet about things that we usually learn even without connecting online. So I can get some chance to go online, too. He he he.
What's next? Hmmmm...September itself. Start of the -ber months. It'll be Christmas in three months. But before that, my delivery in November. Anyway, I can feel the cold breeze already. In fact, I'm having a running nose because of this cold air. It's really annoying. But aside from that, I don't feel the season at all. When I looked at the calendar this morning, I just told myself, "Hala! Ber na man diay, hapit na December. Pero dili pa nako feel ang Christmas." (Oh! It's a -ber month already, and December is approaching. But I don't feel the spirit of Christmas yet.) I don't know. I just don't feel it. Maybe because of the depression and stress that I feel right now.
Other things during this month. Well, my former dorm-manager's birthday is coming up. I forgot her age, though, but she'll be celebrating her birthday this Saturday, September 6. After her, my mom-in-law's birthday on September 10. I'm thinking, shall I buy her a present or not? What do you think? I can't say I will be short of budget if I do. My husband won't be able to give his share of Myles's finances until he returns, and my next salary will be on the 15th. So until then, I will have to stretch yesterday's salary, which won't be that much anymore since Myles's needs are increasing and becoming more expensive because of economic fall. Hmmm...What should I do?
Another birthday coming is Art's, which will be on the 15th. He's in Cebu anyway, so a simple greeting will be enough. Then Carlo's birthday is also coming, this September 20. Who else? I guess that's all of them. I don't think I forgot anyone. he he he.
Anyway, it's pretty lonely this time. My husband left for Japan last Sunday, August 31, for a business trip. He'll be there for two straight weeks. Which means, I won't be able to hear his voice during these two weeks of September. We can still communicate, though, through SMS, but that's just it, no voice. huhuhu. After two nights of being there, I miss him even more. It's quite weird since there's no big difference about it, we're not together, anyway. I don't know, I just miss him.
Second thing, since yesterday, I'm just counting my last days here in the company (countdown begins!!!). My last reporting day will be September 12, and I will be officially out starting September 15. I'll be returning that day, though, because I still have to get my salary for the first half of the month. Then I'm gonna take care of my clearance. I just hope there won't be any problem, since traveling from Kidapawan to Davao and back is really tiresome, and is not good for me and the baby (not good for my money, too. hehehe).
And come to think of it, I'm the last remaining pioneering employee of this company, who started out in Brokenshire College. All of them already left, and if it wasn't because I'm pregnant and trying to hold on, I might have left this company earlier too. But right now, I just can't take it anymore. People were saying, why leave now? Why not enjoy the benefits of being an employee first, before leaving? They were referring to the Maternity benefit's I'll get if I'm still part of the company. But no, I'm really stressed right now. Aside from the fact that I really want to go home, I just can't handle these people anymore. For what reasons, it won't be appropriate if I will start pointing those out. For all I know, the former employees of this company, who left before me, know very well those reasons.
So after my last day, what now? I don't actually know. I haven't accepted my boss's offer yet to work for him as a freelancer. When I say boss, I don't mean the one owning this company. I will never work for him again. Why I say boss? Because I know the real deal. Anyway, I haven't accepted it yet, so maybe I'll be a fulltime Mom, right now. Well, I can always help with my father's business through my own ways (they are feeding me anyway...he he he), so I may still be online from time to time. Plus, my sister's teachers are also demanding, want them to research through the internet about things that we usually learn even without connecting online. So I can get some chance to go online, too. He he he.
What's next? Hmmmm...September itself. Start of the -ber months. It'll be Christmas in three months. But before that, my delivery in November. Anyway, I can feel the cold breeze already. In fact, I'm having a running nose because of this cold air. It's really annoying. But aside from that, I don't feel the season at all. When I looked at the calendar this morning, I just told myself, "Hala! Ber na man diay, hapit na December. Pero dili pa nako feel ang Christmas." (Oh! It's a -ber month already, and December is approaching. But I don't feel the spirit of Christmas yet.) I don't know. I just don't feel it. Maybe because of the depression and stress that I feel right now.
Other things during this month. Well, my former dorm-manager's birthday is coming up. I forgot her age, though, but she'll be celebrating her birthday this Saturday, September 6. After her, my mom-in-law's birthday on September 10. I'm thinking, shall I buy her a present or not? What do you think? I can't say I will be short of budget if I do. My husband won't be able to give his share of Myles's finances until he returns, and my next salary will be on the 15th. So until then, I will have to stretch yesterday's salary, which won't be that much anymore since Myles's needs are increasing and becoming more expensive because of economic fall. Hmmm...What should I do?
Another birthday coming is Art's, which will be on the 15th. He's in Cebu anyway, so a simple greeting will be enough. Then Carlo's birthday is also coming, this September 20. Who else? I guess that's all of them. I don't think I forgot anyone. he he he.
Melay
4 comments:
am i getting this right? you're expecting another baby? well then, congratulations!!!
burger...burger...burger ;p
hehe...thanks
yep, we're expecting. bilis noh? haha!
lage, productive kaayo mo ba. hehe
so sa november ka manganak?
boy or girl?
single? twins? triplets? quadruplets? quintuplets? haha ;p
sala ba diay nako kung gwapa ko. hehe...jowk.
single ra oi, mabuang siguro ko kung sobra sa isa. haha! sa november akong due, pero wala pa mi kabalo sa gender. the first ultrasound was early man gud, so unknown pa ang gender. October pa ang next ultrasound.
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