Marriage Blues

Hi There!

It's been a long time! Well, first of all, the big new is I just got married. hehehe...From being a Mamugay, I am now officially a member of the Bacus clan, that is, if they accept me. Anyway, I can't say I feel something really special after the wedding, except the fact that everthing is legitimate now. Other than that, I don't feel anything, or was it just because nothing much will change.

Why? He's still in Manila and I'm still here in Davao, and our son is still living with my parents. Most people in his clan suggest that we live together, but I can't bring Myles to Manila. The surrounding's not good for him. And I can't leave him either, he needs us (in our case, at least one of us). But since Joemelle can't leave his job, i need to be left here. *sigh

I don't feel I'm married after all. *sob