Rumors and Advices

I was actually thinking a lot about rumors and advices this morning. It even stopped me from doing my caselets (which is due this week...huhuhu). I was thinking, I wanted to blog about these two things today. But now that I'm here, and not doing a task anymore, I can't seem to start what to really say.

So I guess, I'm hopeless. One minute, I was thinking a lot of things, then by the next, my mind is completely blank. I won't say it's because I'm getting older (from a comment of one of my previous posts: "signs of aging"). I think it's because there's just really a lot of things going on my mind, that, unconciously, I'd rather forget that ruin my entire day, and my concentration as well.

So what about rumors and advices. Well, I can't say a lot about rumors, except that fact that it's a mixture of truth and lies. So why get so affected? Unless these rumors, even though labeled as just a "gossip", these so-called rumors are true. And one gets very angry to the one spreading the rumors because, the guilty one secretly knows it is true. Do I make sense at all?

How about advices? Well, I can say that I'm really good at giving advices. Everytime my siblings and my friends seek help, I'm just there for them. But lately, I can't say the right advice for the right person. Take my Brother, for example. He's got a lot of problems, and I know that he's telling me everything because he knows that I can give him a good advice. But the last time he texted me, I can't answer him back. I can't even solve my own problems, how can I possibly give him one? So I just told him, I'm sorry I can't give him a soundly advice, but I told him if I was in his shoes, I'd probably do something that he can't even do. (What a lame suggestion, right?)

Anyway, since I can't think straight anymore (about my problems), I seek some help. Thankfully, someone responded with a very soundly advice. I told myself, well, I should give it a try, and was actually hoping it might turn out well.

Well, before I even take an action on that advice, something happened. I feel so gloomy, I cried everynight since Sunday and if it isn't because of work and Hana Kimi (the manga that I'm currently reading), I might be very worked out because of my current situation. *sigh

So what's next, I'm here right now writing a blog. *sigh I hate this...